At this point I just want someone to hold me and love me. That, apparently, isn't going to happen any time soon.

I'm so ready to run away on Walden Pond.

My life is at it's busiest. My mind is constantly working unless I'm alseep. Someone explain this all to me, and please use small words.

On the twelfth day of Christmas, ( Read more... )

Let me tell you a song of this town, everything closes at 5. After that then you just got the bars. You don't know how lucky you are, you don't know how much I adore you. -Dar, the ocean (don't kill me for a misquote G)

It's funny how all the things we encounter in life play into our entire actions, being, etc etc. Self concept. I can't remember a ( Read more... )

Well, I've never wanted to be anyone else before in my life.

Until now.

Shit. shit. shit. shit. shit. shit. shit.

 This is the first night in about a year that I haven't been able to sleep. It's been pretty interesting why. I guess that I just don't  have my life in the place I'd like it to be, and so I feel like I have to set it right before I can rest. I don't understand how people can live like this all the time. I usually just sleep, as if it's the next ( Read more... )

 Today my guitar professor told me I needed to have more confidence in my playing. This adds to the list of people who have recently told me I need more confidence in things ( Read more... )

ETOWN...sooo soon it's killing me. I can't wait to get back to my home and see everyone. Live, love, fuck up, fuck down, smoke and drink, sleep through class, read, work. All of it. Life is almost perfection.

laThis summer seems to be already over. It just started didn't it. I had  a week off and then started to work. I have been working ever since and it feels like it. I mean hell, it's like I never stop. Even my vacation are stressful and short. So someone explain why it's August and Everything After and I'm looking at new jeans that I need and more ( Read more... )

So I'm 21 now and I'm doing a good job becoming a regular drinker. Megan and I decided on wine this week. The first place I exercised my ability to buy was the Buckingham winery in New Hope. I guess that's better than the Liquor Store. So far, I'm drinking everyday but not excessively. We'll see where this goes.

In other news, I got hit on at the ( Read more... )