i promise that within the next couple of weaks, i will try to get updated on my friends journals.

( here's my thoughts as of now... )

why is it that i always fall for the wrong girl? why cant i just find some one who i can fall for with out any complications? why cant my life be easy just once? why do i always complain? yuck! god i hate that. ok i mean its like the only thing that complicating about the girl ive fallen for now is that we work together. which is like a big no no. ( Read more... )

ok. so i know i havent wrote in this thing in like for ever...since july 7th... so here i am ( Read more... )

for the past 21 years of my life(well 20. bday is in september! yay! anyways...) ive been living in the bay area. i guess you can say ive had a good life. well sorta but not really. and now i have the chance to move to las vegas... and i want to. but i dont. and when i think about not moving the only reasons i can come up with is family and 2 ( Read more... )

the 7th of may was my cousins birthday.... so for her birthday, we went to this awesomest club in san fransisco called "popscene". its this trendy and scene club where they play new wave and cool 80's music and what have you not on thursday night... cause it only happens thursday nights... but anyways... i asked them if its cool if i bring a friend ( Read more... )

yeah its me calvin. i dont write in this thing anymore. i just dont feel the need to write in here... i dunno maybe i just grew out of it or something. i mean my lifes still the same and all... but any who... since im not on here anymore, if you would like to keep in contact with me my aim screen name is sopardonme. or my email is sopardonme@aol. ( Read more... )

through out life, we learn. some learn from self experience. others sit back and observe. some of both. i myself mainly have learned from self experience though experiences have i come across to little of. lately ive been trying to absorb. try to keep a keen eye on on life. and not just my life but life in general. life itself and all around me, ( Read more... )

... and i hate every minute of it.

( pictures are fun... theres 2 )