You, the one whom calms my nerves and shakes away my fears as ive so easily forgotten you gracefully take me back. Half a dec has passed yet you remind me of how little ive changed, blindly ignoring the pathetic reality of an everyday life. What a friend. It is in these times where ive sought out your help, ive been hit like a ton of bricks in ( Read more... )

So once again I have entered the thinking phase mostly because I'm bored but also because I slept in the day and now I am unable to. So once more she is still in mind, and so many thoughts come to mind as in past times and most of them just wondering what has been of her and such, and I still worry. As I am just here calmly sitting listening to ( Read more... )

Ok so I'm still awake mostly because I slept all day yesterday but also because I’m in one of those "thinking" phases of mine. These are times when I am either not doing anything or cannot sleep and just randomly start thinking of whatever comes up, and this time guess who came up . . . yup. Ok so today I will say a few things that I at times ( Read more... )

When I was young, I never really took into consideration talking to other people or making friends because I was raised as an only child. Having no one to talk to, argue with or simply have some sort of sibling rivalry I grew up as what I consider a “lone wolf” type. I kept to myself, talked to myself and played by myself and at the time it never ( Read more... )

Well, it’s been quite a while since I updated this old thing, and I’m unsure of why I still use it. I think it might be because I tend to have a hard time letting go of things, people or anything else that I have grown fond of. It may seen awkward that a person could grow fond of something like a website, but at times it seemed to me that it is the ( Read more... )

Well, after my first experience of love, one would think that I would of done something differently this time. However, it seems as if I am as cowardly as I’ve ever been. So, in the time of graduation I realized that this would be my last time to either take my chance, or do nothing and regret it. So, me being me I did nothing and as expected its ( Read more... )

Well it seems that the time has come for us to step into the real world. I am as exited as I am nervous, but still I am eager to see what the future holds in store for me. High School hasn’t changed much in me personally, but I hope that it has somewhat better prepared me. I sometimes wonder what will happen in the future, and although I have a ( Read more... )

There is a new Las Beans that may be taken into consideration. I am still into the process of running a background check, so I hope its all good. Went to Grad Night '05, and it was so fucking awesome. I cant even explain it, it was simply awesome. Not sure as of what the future holds though, so let is come nice and gentle. Well, about the “her”, I ( Read more... )

Two more months and I am a graduate of North Hollywood High School. Now that I reflect back into those "good" times, I realize that I haven’t really achieved much, if anything at all. Now that I am here, I wish I could relive it all over. Everyone parts their own way, and again, the process repeats itself in college. It was the same in Elementary, ( Read more... )

Surprisingly, i have recently taken an interest in poetry. This to me is a little weird because i usually dont like literature. Little by little poetry caught my eye, and it was a slow gradual process. Although i do not write poems of my own, i hope i can soon start to write, and i hope that they match up to me expectations. Like other things, i ( Read more... )