some "stuff"

[cambelsoupspoon]

okay guys so like i said iv'e been writing alot lately so here is my "stuff" keep in mind the dates on which they were written. i know it's a lot to read but in my opinion it's good stuff! *nods head* yup yup. more to come

Comments

Wow

[wordpainter_620]

Somebody's getting way introspective! You present yourself truly awesomely (new word. Ha!). Hey, don't think it's just you who has flaws. We all have 'em, you're just brave enough to broadcast it instead of trying to hide it and act all better-than-thou or condescending. That's what I think real friendship is. It's finding people who love you, flaws and all. To me, anyhow. And, don't be so hard on yourself! I think you rock and you're a great friend and I know a lot of other people think that too. Well, that's the end of my little rant. See you when you get back!
Ciao,
Merrie

Ugh, I have to go clean my room now. Can you believe it? Isn't my life a paragon of sophistication and excitement? ;-)

Re: Wow

[cambelsoupspoon]

thanks merrie *mental hug* i appriciate everything you said to me, and i'm very happy to know that i have friends like you and heather. you all mean more to me then you'll ever know. thank you.

Re: Wow

[wordpainter_620]

P.S. Any time you wanna talk or anything, I'll be here.

**takes deep settling breath**

[magentaelephant]

Merrie's right, Katt. Just writing this, about your flaws and how 'self-centered' (to use your words) you are, shows how deep and really human you are. Most of everything you're saying I felt the exact same about a year and a half ago. In fact I feel some of that still. I hated myself that year, for being so clueless about the world around me, for being clueless about my cousin, about everything. I thought I had been blind, and maybe I was. I thought her problems were my fault, for never noticing. For never taking the time to notice... shouldn't I have? I'm her best friend. More than that - like her sister. I thought I was the most self-centered person in the world. EVER

Re: **takes deep settling breath**

[cambelsoupspoon]

thanks heather. i also appreciate everything YOU said to me. and i love you for it always! *mental hug* as far as you and your "random whale watch kid" are concered i was happy to listen to you. i kind of steal the spotlight from you guys (alteast as far as boys goes) and so i'm more then happy to listen to you about any random boy you met on a boat off the coast of the great city of newburyport! (or any boy/anything for that matter) thanks. *mental hug*

lots of love for Katt

[longannoyingsn]

Katt i hope you realize that what i just read takes people lifetimes to figure out, and here you are a 16 year-old girl who is putting herself down for not figuring this out earlier. wow. We are still children, and we have our whole lives to figure this out, so you don't need to be stressing yourself out about finding eternal happiness yet. Enjoy your youth, and i will be glad to help you. I understand that we all want to be that first person, who picks up the litter, instead of that second person who is littering, but the truth is some of us are that second person, and not a lot of us are changing. Cheers to you for understanding that, and wanting to change. I think you have been a little hard on yourself, though, because to me you have always been that first person. I am your friend because you are a good person, and you are fun and nice to be around, you make me happy. I love you, and you being uber adorable doesn't hurt! =0) * huge mental hug* talk to you later

Re: lots of love for Katt

[longannoyingsn]

And P.S. i think you are defiantly going to be one of those happy people, you just have to find someone who wants to be a happy people with you. And you have a long, long time to find them

Re: lots of love for Katt

[cambelsoupspoon]

thanks beth. *huger (to make up words) mental hug* i'm glad i have such great friends like you guys. i'll never forget any of you. thank you.