I look at this world and at my life, somehow the two are suppose to add up to create medium somewhere... something that makes sense, adds up, and can eventually be divided. Divided among what, I do not know. Part of me feels equivalent where I am at, while the other half of me doesn't what to conceive. These pieces of my life seem to be scatter ( Read more... )

Should I light it up, take a hit, smoke it down.. shit wait i don't smoke.. haha.. hmm, crack up open, pour it down, nah beer is kind redundant.. yeungling sounds good though.. I'm being stupid right now... how about shoot it up, hmmm don't like needles.. .and days of the Art Institute are over ( Read more... )

It has recently reoccured to me of how deceiving people really can be... As they lead you to believe one thing, they are really saying another with their words. I don't understand the logic these cynical assholes have. While I am being surrounded by an over load of these totally unimpressive people, I am somewhere caught in the middle of this ( Read more... )

Yah, so it's been months since I have wrote... but that's me, and I put everything off... I'm the biggest procrastinator i know... I got an advanced internship and I get to keep the 2000 dollar camera at the end of the internship.. yah, I'm happy about that...

So I'm in Florida now and it's really really HUMID... every time i go out the door, it's like a oven or something... I haven't got any sleep in a few days... nothing unusual.. I have 5 roommates, 6 of us all together, lucky me... oh and i'm the only white girl, and i have to be blond too.. .I'm thinking about transfering rooms?! They all seem ( Read more... )

There are some interesting observations in this letter and I'm forwarding it on to my friends, both Democrats and Republicans and Undecideds as well. If there is truth in it, or lies, you can decide that for yourself. Don Bendell is a former Green Beret captain, who served in Vietnam on an A-Team and in the Top Secret Phoenix program in 1968 and ( Read more... )

So I woke up today, after three hours of sleep, with my stomach in a state of pain, which only Hitler could enforce. Seriously, I layed there for three hours thinking of ways in which I could escape the torture... Only to conclude there was no way out. Finally, I just layed in bed all day, so now I am awake, which sleep is so much more exciting ( Read more... )

So I was suppose to go out with this guy tonight, got all ready and he didn't even call.. .oh well, fuck him.. he lost his chance.. lol.. I'm so sick of the whole dating thing.. from now on, people get one chance with me and that is it.. If you mess up the first you don't get another.. he did me a favor by never calling, now i know not to waste ( Read more... )

I find my emotions very odd... one day I am interested in someone and then the next I am totally turned off.. I have my reasons though.. I guess that is why people date around. I am disappointed because Shawn and I were suppose to go to Cedar Point at the end of the month and now wee may not have the money.. so wee both suck!

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