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July 15, 2006
A year ago, my world ended.
On 7/15/2006 at 4:55 p.m., Cayleigh Aurora was born weighing 15.3 ounces and 11 inches long.
She was my everything. I have a permanent hole in my heart, soul and life.
I know that there will never be anything or anyone that can fill that or make it easier. But I also know she wouldn't want me to let my life waste away.
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9 Months
You see the smile that's on my mouth
Is hiding the words that don't come out
And all of my friends who think that I'm blessed
They don't know my head is a mess
No, they don't know who I really am
And they don't know what I've been through...
It's been how long since I lost my baby? I can't really wrap my head around that one...
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This week...
One of our cats died. It was pretty sudden and unexpected ( Read more... ) -
The Letter T
The Letter T
Given to me by ragtimematt.
1. Tape
2. Trinkets
3. Traveling
4. Trains
5. Tornados
6. Theaters
7. Thunderstorms
8. Tranquility
9. Teppanyaki
10. Trees
Comment and I'll give you a letter; then you have to list 10 things you love that begin with that letter. After, post this in your journal, and give out some letters of your own. -
Josh Groban
These are both Josh Groban songs that apply to me right now. I love them so I'm sharing them:
Where You AreWho can say for certain ( Read more... ) -
Open Door
X-posted to myspace ( Read more... ) -
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An empty house, a broken fairy tale
A hollow girl with empty arms
From an angel's tears God made the stars
Why can't He make me an unbreakable heart
The Clueless n. 1. folks who haven't lost a child and just don't get it.
The Clueful n. 1. folks who haven't lost a child and who try really, really hard to understand. -
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"Grieving is an invitation to what we believe to be divine. We will find in this hallowed meeting the blessing of our every emotion and the grace to believe in the mystical power of whatever we are feeling." - Molly Fumia
