I am so awesome. Not being in school rocks my world. Except, it's Sunday again and Sundays suck. Back to watching candidate stuff!

Hm... things are definitely very interesting right now. As I see it, anyway, things are waiting for my decisiveness to take action and I'm still doing my best to not have to do anything. Even though I know that it's inevitable and I know that soon enough, everything will fall back into place. I need to iron my jacket for today.

"I have grown to love him so much. You'd think that after the types of relationships that are part of my past, that I would never express love to anyone anymore. But he makes me so happy that I feel the need to break through my shell and love him and be with him."

Everything is in the words.

Sun is shinin' in the sky ( Read more... )

I'm writing this in secret because I don't want people to know how I feel because I don't even know how I feel and what the fuck is going on in my life and what I want to go on in my life and then there's still the responsibility that I hold and the things that I just wish that I could let go and just do and just I don't know I don't know what's ( Read more... )

"yeah, whatever, nevermind"

So... things feel really good right now. I wish I could relay the events of last so that you could experience it too. mmm..mmm..

aw man, coming home at 4am fucking rocks. no matter what the hell i was doing before... it always fucking rocks.

My "revelation" from second period: It's funny when people say that you're overreacting. That it was unnecessary to have reacted so rashly and with such anger. But we can't control our anger. Sure we can hide it or cover it up. We could do our best to limit the expression of the emotions that arise within us... but that doesn't change this constant ( Read more... )

I was urked last night. Well, I was freakishly disturbed by the dream that I just woke up from but that was so emotional that I'm incapable of talking about it. So, I was urked last night. First, it was by the idea of someone being informed of something, and taking it at face value. And instead of really knowing what the fuck they're talking about ( Read more... )