well I finally got a job it seems like...I found a job a BCBG clothing for sophisto women...ahaha it's funny, I'm the only guy working there which is nice...hot girls with a shit load of attitude, which could be a bad thing...today was my first training of sorts and I really did like it ( Read more... )

I haven't felt so well but I've been ok, I don't know how long I will last here in san francisco as I need to get my shit together and finding a job has been more than difficult ( Read more... )

I'm sick today, I feel awful maybe because i drank too much and woke up still alive, I don't get it.

I realised just now, after a long time of it's release, how much I really like "talkie walkie" AIR, amazingly beautiful ( Read more... )

I cannot believe I found my friend Andi on myspace. I haven't seen that girl in ages and I love her to death. she's still a dominatrix and is now married to a skin from nj. She was the lead singer of Snap-Her, i know some of you have heard of that punk band. I used to be in love with that girl when I was like 16. she still looks amazing. we did ( Read more... )

I am leaving california for awhile. I'm gone, out. goodbye to everyone I never got to meet and to the ones I did get to meet, you guys are lovely, I will be away until it is time for me to move into san francisco with d-nice...and hopefully antonio and sarah. oh it will all be so beautiful.

she said she'd travelled the world, she said she had a silver plane. I never said no to her, I never held her forearm to see the transparancy. I always sold butterflies in scherbert containers and they always seemed to come out more colorful. that is how we met, she would come and buy scherbert and when she was done she'd bring the empties back. We ( Read more... )

"The sun seemed grey in comparison to the smiles that reflected back to us from the sky. we laid there in flexible mishapes ( Read more... )

"i never knew the sun was higher in wisconsin. she held an apple to the sky, so high above her head, the rays made it golden,the brightness hurt my eyes. I never knew the sun was higher in wisconsin. She took a bite and felt the warmness in her mouth and the warmness on her legs. the brightness made her smile, the most beautiful rays i had ever ( Read more... )

sometimes I get so sick of being the guy who brings someone a drink, only to realise after you hand it to her she already found someone to share it with.

or the guy who hands the the girl a cigarette only to see that she found someone else to light it for her.

it was over before it ever even began.