I'm so into it and mad for it.
she IS LOVE.

this all seems so surreal but I know it had to happen someday.

and yeah it's gone straight to my head.

life isn't cruel and sick..well maybe it is but it's worth it...and I won't be sharing.

this is my time, little pilot guides me to smiles.

I would update on my life but only the ones who matter truly know what's been going on.

it's fucking nuts, yeah and that's always been the story of my life, the knife is tucked away tight against the truth but most of you wouldn't care. call me on my new phone assholes, I miss alot and I don't alot.

gets closer and closer...I just heard of a room to be available in june for only 440 a month.
I'm the first one on the list that will get the chance to get it.
it's in east williamsburg...shit, doesn't sound bad at all.

so my new favourite person bought me an early xmas gift. I fucking hate xmas and I always have ( Read more... )

work didn't suck today but then again I got out at midnight and I realized I have to back in at 7am....shit...let's hang out soon, I need some calm time, this weekend was awesome and tiring.
write me do something and meet me after work tomorrow at 4, anyone up for it?

...and I forgot to ring my mom again.....and life is not good without cigarettes...
yeah, I'm still here, alot has changed since many of you have heard from me but only the ones that matter really know.

oh, and I wanted to ask any of you that know dana in nyc, I know alot of you do...let her know I need to see her asap.

sometimes the sun seems to shine
over the words ...I need,
then the exact want is erased so quickly
it kicks you back to the ground where you belong
you quickly you realise your mistakes and what you
wanted was the complete opposite

it's gettin better man, I don't have much to rely on right now but I don't have much to complain about.

so my parents finally left..not that that made me very happy. I mean, I really enjoyed seeing them and it made me happy they could get away for a bit and come visit san francisco...I realised these last couple of days how much I loved it here. it's such a perfect city for me in many many ways ( Read more... )

I had strange dreams last night I had a nightmare that involved matty, denis, daly and some other faces I didn't quite recognize. we were having a party and since I guess this new job requires drug testing, for some reason I was just drinking the night away and I knew that everyone around me was doing drugs...(obviously this is strange, as my ( Read more... )