i did this two and something years ago.... whats different again ( Read more... )

im so out of it... i have multiple personalities sometimes... where am i? what the fuck am i doing with my life? am i happy? or am i making myself believe im happy? i really dont even know anymore. and why do i think so much about this? i know nobody reads this so im venting, i dont care. what happened to me? 1 year ago i was in a band. i was ( Read more... )

so once in a while you come across something in your life that makes you question everything all over again... and makes you rethink your entire existence... this has happened to me a few times in life, and once again yesterday. nothing drastic happened yesterday, but i did have a talk with one of my friends at school. it was a friendly, long, ( Read more... )

so i never believed my friends when they said they couldnt go out, or they couldnt come to a show because they had to study and do homework.. "ridiculous!" i thought, theyres always room for having fun... well, if grad school has taught me anything (and its taught me A LOT) its that when you dont have time, you really dont have time. i goto school ( Read more... )

ok, so ive been reading an article in Chemical and Engineering News (C&EN for you on the inside) about the upcoming "switch" to ethanol as a use for fuel. as a chemist and concerned environmentalist, i totally support this move, and think it is long overdo. i will gladly pay the $150 to convert my car to "flexible fuel ready" condition. however, i ( Read more... )

so yea... things have been different lately, and there definetly comes a time in your life when you can see who you are, where you are, where you're going, and more importantly, who's there around you... for the longest time i held on to the belief that my friends from high school, the ones who i spent 5 or 6 years around, grew up with, experienced ( Read more... )

i built a snow shark attack today (courtesy of calvin and hobbes, my heros). im off today. i will study organic.. promise..

so school has begun, and its going pretty awesome. ive reached a point in my life where (FINALLY) i do not have to work outside of school to survive, nor will I have time too... this means Journeys might be done... i havnt quit, but i wont be on the schedule for a very looooong time... so im taking 3 classes, im teaching 3 labs, and im doing ( Read more... )

so yea, i was with a friend today and we were looking through photos of high school, and talking about the people in them. isnt it weird, and scary? here i am, 5 years out of high school. 5 years! half a decade!? are you kidding me? ive graduated college, i have a degree.... and high school feels like yesterday. i still remember my classes my ( Read more... )

hi, im awake, its 5:46, been awake since 4:46. im teaching in about another hour, cant wait. school is going well, its incredibly hard though, like more than i ever imagined. oh well... a year and half left. thought of a new name for my metal band: Sorority Slut.... its awesome, i know. megan colligan: i cant give you love if i dont have your new ( Read more... )