I wounder if my dream this morning about Ciera was a nightmare or a premonition.

I'm so lost in my life these days, I swear to god I'm hanging on by a thread.

Today feels like the worst day of my life. I've lost the girl who I love more then anything else and its been 6 days and I don't think shes coming back. I don't have the energy to write much but what do you do when the one that means everything to you who you would die for and thought you would spend the rest of your life with leaves you? I didn't ( Read more... )

I've been averaging like 8 hours of studying everyday for the past 5 days. My mind is pretty much fucking blown out right now. And I work a 12 hour shift then 8 hour shift and then anouther 8 hour. Yess!

So apparently when I lose a job it entitles me to anal sex, who knew?

I figure I should update this thing now and then so here it goes. Me and Ciera went to the Drive in movies the other week, it was pretty sweet. It's been years since I've been to the drive in and it was a first time for her. I forgot that you get to see two movies for the price of one. O and sex at the Drive In, HOT! I took Ciera to see RJ do stand ( Read more... )

So I just got Chirag's belated Christmas gift in the mail. A lazar mouse and a bluetooth head set for my phone. Really two good gifts I really could use, good job Chirag! With out going into detail about his stay over Christmas Break, sometimes I wonder if were as close as I feel, if were real friends or not. I wonder this mostly because we have ( Read more... )

It's going on 3 in the morning and I can't help but think of my other half. Sometimes it really does feel like this girl is my other half. We've been together for about three months now and the sex only gets better every time. We think alike, and everything just feels right, just seems to fit somehow. This girl can read me like a book, she seems to ( Read more... )

I realize something today, something that I guess I've always know but just don't think about and that is I don't tell the people I love that I love them nearly enough. I guess its just hard for me to be that open sometimes. That and I figure my actions speak well enough at times.

So I think feel its finally time to update my LJ. My Family left for Mackinac island today, I was seelpin in at Ciears when they left so I didn't get to see them off. Today was a pretty good day at work, the last hour I didn't even have any thing to do. : ) After work I Went and bought Mike iritas, A combination of like a 6 pack of 5 different ( Read more... )