so overrr three years of not writing a thing in this, but maybe this is what i need to do right now. theres no way to summaraize what has happened in three years so il just focus on the right now. im dealing with some major depressive disorder shit. im not really happy about that , clearly that makes sense. but, i just turned 21 yesterday and was ( Read more... )

so, ive decided to update this thing, its definitely been at least a year, maybe a little bit shorter, but definitely a while. i want to keep this thing going... alright last time was may 12, 2005, nearllyyy a full year ago. alright well i just read what i had written, and my life has changed TOTALLLLLY. first off. that was may 2005, towards the ( Read more... )

i dunno if i could acutally fill you up on six months of my life in one day - i will tho. when school ends ( Read more... )

yeah.. it's def been a while.. really only like a few weeks..but these past two have been crazy and full of a lot of news. lets go back.. well i got really good grades.. well not like omg yhour a genuis grades..but uh as babies knows i improved quitee a bit from last year.. i have a 3.4 but with some contreversial spanish deal it should be and ( Read more... )

yeahhh friday night i had work 5-close. it wasnt that bad had like 2 birthday parties, maybe and some amkeovers.. then i asked numba one if he wanted to hang out but he was workin til 12 and ya kno im totally allowed to go out after tweleve..well maybe that one time during the summer when me billy tori and some other randompeople went out to 7-11 ( Read more... )

o m g the concerct last niight was amazingggggggggggggggggggggggggg so many amazinggg artists were thereee.. USHER of course.. hmm kanye P DIDDY ~?! wtf mate!?! amazing surprise... one that slutfacee ( aka - michelle ) hadnt told me about.. hmm maybe that was my special surprise! ) elephant man ! LuDA ! hm idk even kno ! hah oh yeah and christina ( Read more... )

this weekend was horrible. saturday after work - majooooooooooooor mama drama after work saturday..and on sunday too.. then some more on monday.. i think its cooled down by now tho. in sucha confused state right now " im twisted cuz one side of me is tellin me to move on but the other side i wanna break down & cry" i prob quoted that wrong but i ( Read more... )

this week was soo long. we had a test in e v e r y subjectt.. well cept ap pysch and physics but thats stil four tests plus we had a test and an essay in english so thats like two.. hmm monday had ballet but ms diane was in a biatchh mood so i wasnt happy bout that. on tuesday which is my loongest day of the week anywyas since i spend the entire ( Read more... )

so whats been going on lately.. some stupid ass baby hasnt & me havent been really talkin that much since monday.. hes so up & down ( Read more... )

eh so week has been blah thus far. sunday nightt had a nicee long conversation w.mans :) make me very happy <-- gotta get outta that languagee! so we talk very longg time then he said that i should call him laterr..and i stil had homework to do so i went and did that.. and called him laterr but he was shaving and hten going to do laundy and he has ( Read more... )