so i told the guy..sigh. he doesnt like me like that, but as friends, and he wants to be friends, so i'm good. besides i've suddenly noticed this really cute guy Dave, whos trea awesome.

so confusion has completely taken over me here in photography. I finished my stuff so this doesnt put me back or anything. But so...I like this one dude. He's my ex, and my basic "first" (yes the dirty deed). BUt he's sooo awesome in general, and i can't help but reallly realllllllyyyyy reaaaalllllllllyyyyyyyyy like him. And he started IMing me on ( Read more... )

my new puppy Roxi is fitting into the household very nicely. but anyways ( Read more... )

YEA!!!!!! I GOT MY NEW DOG TODAY!!!! :)!!! shes a year and a half old, and a Vizla like my other one. My older ones name is Ruby, and the new one is named Roxi. This is going to be a major piece of confusion for me. Oh well...Band practice was yesterday. I had my bass lessons before then, and according to my bass teacher i was on fire with the ( Read more... )

This was posted in RawBeans journal, so yea ( Read more... )

so i'm in earth science again. Photography was awesome this morning. I took a B/W pic of me and painted black hair, blood red lips and did a weird demon wing thing in the backround with photoshop. or w/e that thing is. History sucks now cuz i got a new teacher and shes so old so i feel kinda bad but shes horrible at teaching. or maybe its just the ( Read more... )

so idk. i just watched a show, and they had this program on drugs and kids who drink and why the kids do drugs and all this other stuff. Got me thinking. Apparently the main things are the kid has someone close to them who dies, or a "loved" one gets them into it. Once again, got me thinking. I've been clean from all forms of booze for......since ( Read more... )

so me and heather aka HeaTer, were at the mall today....for about....5 hours? thats really not a long time for me and my friends. whenever i go to the mall, i stay there for about 5-7 hours. Cuz like, i having walking too do, and some shopping/five finger discounting. So i go to Hot Topic, Gamers Paradise, Spencers, McDonalds, maybe that could ( Read more... )

o i forgot to add. heather recalls michelle singing in chorus last year, and when i said michelles going to be singing some songs for our band, she did the "ehhh" thing were u go ehh and suck in air. so...hmmm. yea. i don't want lead vocals on everything. i can only do bad religion and distillers. sighhhhhhhh ( Read more... )

so i'm currenlty at sean's house with, megan, heather, paige, austin, john, steve, mickey, ashley, myself anf jeff. its a party!!! sean and ausitn left currently to go get pizza. so we're here......doing nothing really. we're all off doing our own thing. i learned the rest of Holiday today from my bass teahcer, brians fucking awesome!!!! heather ( Read more... )