I want to do something crazy, I want to move somewhere where I don't know anyone again, like when I moved to Iowa or Edmonton, but I want to do it with a better attitude this time. When I moved to Edmonton I was just coming down off of an amazing and wild summer with my best friends and then they dropped me in Edmonton and I just felt abandoned and ( Read more... )

So my best friend tried to kill himself in my tub.
and he kicked a hole in it.
and then my other friend broke down my bathroom door to get him out.

so he called me and told me to come home and my car hit the ditch
then i got out after a while and spent all my money on blow and booze.

life is fucking retarded

When's the last time you ran? yesterday, when my dealer told me to meet him across town in 5 minutes ( Read more... )

first of all, I'm drunk ( Read more... )

I don't think I'm really cut out for love or relationships ( Read more... )

just to let everyone know
I'm still alive

I thought of the perfect ending to my movie about the last 3 years of my life

"and when the drugs finally wore off, I was just a kid sitting in the grass, alone with my thoughts... and a cigarette."

when someone treats you like trash, its really easy to turn into trash

FUCK LIFE.

I went to the park again today ( Read more... )