After my last post, S came home early and cuddled up with me in bed. One of the sweetest most unexpected things he has done. It may be lame but being alone ALL the time is depressing ( Read more... )

I am so upset right now. I know it's a mix of hormones. Being preggers, I have been more emotional ( Read more... )

I'm married! We eloped and loved every minute of it. We went to Banff and enjoyed shopping, excellent dining, museums, hot springs, a horse drawn sleigh ride, bubble baths and fires! No regrets, our ceremony was short, beautiful and sweet ( Read more... )

We heard our babies heart beat today. He or she was just moving around in there like crazy, ovoiding the dopler! It was just so surreal and amazing ( Read more... )

Short and sweet.

Today I caught up with an old friend. We had a four hour coffee date and then did alittle shopping. It was great and MUCH needed.

Just over a week until I get married!

Doctors appointment coming on Friday!

Can't wait to see Shaun in a few minutes.

I deceided that I like to think about worst case scenario's. Isn't that entertaining when your all alone and your mind can reach further than abyone could ever imagine. I really like doing it apparently because it is all I have done for the past 24 hours. I am reliving S's dishonesty from last winter and my rage is hidden but eating me up. Is it a ( Read more... )

I actually thought it was Wednesday today. Turns out I hadn't left the apartment in like, four days. I feel a lot stupider lately and really uncoordinated. Obviously my head isn't on straight either ( Read more... )

I'm back to being alone again. Fuck. I don't blame S but really, I'd like him to maybe see what I am going through from my perspective. I know he's got a hell of a lot on his shoulders, almost all the financial responsibility and he will have that burden for awhile. But just once, I would like for him to come home and see how I've been on my hands ( Read more... )

Happy New Year! This year coming up is definitly a big one for me. S and are getting married on the 18th, eloping! I am so excited. Also, June 25th our new addition to our family is due. I am just over four months pregnant! What a huge year ( Read more... )

I finally got my haircut. It's totally different, a little hard to style without the right tools and its dark. I sort of wanted to go back to my blond ways but hey, it works a bit better. I am so relieved to have it done finally. It's funny how things like that do so much for our self-esteem ( Read more... )