and i just can't figure it all out...

[canadiarox218]

so, back when i was in canada in november, i was totally freaking out about school and i couldn't handle it and decided i really needed to be back in BA with friends and then my life would be okay. now, im here, and my life is still a total mess, and i don't know what to do. its so frusterating. i've been to two classes and i already don't want to

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[l_t_ravis]

eden. we are hanging out tonight.
we'll talk.

[dream_bound]

dude, u worked hard and got good grades in highschool all the time - you're probably burnt out. that's how i feel.

[touchthesky3]

um, I agree with miranda kind of. also I know exactly how you feel. I think we all do, because we are becoming adults and at some point in our lives we realize that things are not the way we planned and we need to be flexible to find out the important stuff like who we are, what is our use in life, etc. Feeling lost really is not fun, but I think it is one of those necessary maturation stages. What I'm doing is trying to relax, not be the control-freak about my future that I was in high school and give myself time to figure all this stuff out. So that is what I suggest you do. Also, don't be afraid to change your mind about things. And don't panic if you don't feel passionate about your old goals at the moment - you will either find new ones or find your passion again. wow, i sound like a bad self-help book. But anyhow, hang in there and i bet a lot more people than you think feel the exact same way.

Hey don't worry

[jayna07]

Hey Eden, seriously don't worry about it...hell most people don't know anything at this point in life that you are in...you are NOT a big idiot loser and 9 out of 10 people don't have jobs while in school here so don't worry about that either...taking 3-4 classes is normal here and those that are really bright take like 5-6 class, blah what show offs...jk but seriously enjoy your friendships you have here and don't worry too much about what to do, YOU ARE ONLY IN FIRST YEAR OF COLLEGE!!! You got the rest of college to think of what to do, take care and feel better and hopefully not so stressed out soon...ok?