i have no drive to do any work. i have a quiz tomorrow night at the beginning of my 3 hours class (ugh). then a midterm the next morning. i sorta started to study. i just don't want to do anything. at all. i should go study. and do the bio assignment for next week. and prepare for the big lab that i get tomorrow. hmm i just don't want to. i really ( Read more... )

So here's everything, let's see if i can remember it all ( Read more... )

so heres a thought my mom and i had after my massive emotional crash yesterday. don't know if this will actually happen so don't get your hopes up if they would go up if this did end up happening. Finish the term here at UW, then go to BACON for a few courses. Maybe psych 101 and a calc course cuz i need them for a kin degree. stay for the spring ( Read more... )

i'm freaking out about life. i can't do it all. i can't understand anything. i can't seem to do anything right. i can't get it all done. i can't. i just can't. i need help, but to get help, i'd need to stop doing all the things i need to get done. why does life have to be so hard? and why does this only seem to be happening to me?

I'll add a bit on my last entry, it was pretty depressing. So I got my physics grade, and i failed (first time i've ever failed anything) so that sucked, and I guess I never understood physics like i thought i did. then i was talking to jennie about when her exams would end and she said she might not be coming home for thanksgiving, which would ( Read more... )

today keeps getting worse and worse...

So i have a physics midterm tomorrow. ugh. and my teacher is terrible, so i think i almost understand less from her classes then i did before. i studied for four hours last night and 2 and a half today, and i've started to understand it pretty much. hopefully enough to pass the exam. the girl i sit with in physics said she was talking to an upper ( Read more... )

I realized that i don't write in this that much anymore, but i check it all the time to see how everyone else is doing. I guess i don't think that i have anything worth writing. but i'll try. Um there is a very good chance that i can come down to see telegrams. I really want to seeing as i missed charter day. i won't have any miderms at that time, ( Read more... )

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i can't make it for charter day :( my ride fell through and i have a midterm that friday morning. so i won't get to see you all and thats sad. what weekend is telegrams? they haven't happened yet right? maybe i can convince someone to drive me down, i should have any tests until december.... also when is bacon's thanksgiving break? if they are ( Read more... )