what do you do when you have a friend going through a big struggle in life, and you can't do anything to help except listen and wish you could do something?

there are too many thoughts in my head and not enough words to explain what these thoughts are about. i just want life to be normal and happy but it seems like that doesn't happen for me. in a way im just waiting til these next 4 weeks are over, because then at least some of my problems will be gone, but that won't clear them up, thats just leaving ( Read more... )

today was a looong day. got up at 9 to pick up some stuff and head to the beach volleyball tournament ( Read more... )

heres my volleyball-filled week ( Read more... )

so i haven't written in this in forever ( Read more... )

so lately i've been trying to figure out how the next few years will look for me. its pretty hard to plan out, i feel like i'm being pulled by myself and others in many different directions and i can't seem to sort through and see the right path for me. The current plan is ( Read more... )

k so i know this person. lets call him/her Q. So Q is my friend, so i'll ask Q "how was your weekend? what did you do" the reply is usually "oh nothing, hung out with some people". i later hear from one of those "some people" about all the things that they did, and usually they aren't nothing. so i don't get why Q won't tell me these things, do ( Read more... )

so i haven't posted anything in about two weeks, so i figured i should do a recap of whats up for me ( Read more... )

so, back when i was in canada in november, i was totally freaking out about school and i couldn't handle it and decided i really needed to be back in BA with friends and then my life would be okay. now, im here, and my life is still a total mess, and i don't know what to do. its so frusterating. i've been to two classes and i already don't want to ( Read more... )

Today was my last night in Canada for a few months. So of course, I played volleyball....:). It wasn't as great as it has been, but it was pretty good. I played on a team of friends, which was great. that went till around 7ish, then todd andy peter and i headed over to bomber (on-campus bar) to get some food. it was early enough that they weren't ( Read more... )