know what, i cant fucking take this anymore, why cant people just let me be happy? i dont care if im fucking lame, im happy for a change, and maybe its just cuz i dont tell people things, but thats a rare occurence, if i told people some stuff about me then it would shock the fuck out of them, and they'd understand why i want to be so happy and let ( Read more... )

have that inexplicable feeling... probably cuz i just read zoe's entry, im feeling kinda the same
or maybe different :S i dont know, i dont understand
miss gareth very muchly

wish he would come home
xxx

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well, i know i said i wasnt going to bother writing for a while, i guess in a way thats true ( Read more... )

i think maybe once things were going well in that way, but now i dont think they are. do i stick it out and see what happens? or shall i do what my gut feeling is right now and do what i do best? hide everything, from everyone ( Read more... )

ok, today was bloody excellent, but now my msn is fucking up
and its pissing me right off
argh!!! getting moody again, must stop!! not good for me
now i wana cry
wtf?!?!
damn hormones
and i cant talk about my wonderful day
jo told me to stop talking about, um, yea...
oh fuck this...
im off to go feel ill some more
bye
x x x

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raaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaargh!!!!!!!!!!!!
thats all

depressions all gone ( Read more... )

I'm useless

absolutely fucking useless

maybe i should go wander off for good this time

nobody to miss me and nobody to care

and nobody to stop me