In 2000 I got accepted to the University of Toledo; I was beyond excited. In the fall of 2001, I left the security blanket of my best friends and my boyfriend behind and we all went our seperate ways. I actually hated my first semester at UT. I cried a lot, I missed my friends, I didn't go out much and listening to my boyfriend come home drunk and ( Read more... )

I get to go see an epileptologist at OSU. i'm very excited. my appointment is at 1:30. I just wish I didn't have to go alone. Maybe I'll get lucky and Isaiah will be able to come. I wish my mom was here to go, she always knows what to say to doctors since she is a nurse. Hmmm....it's been two weeks since I've seen my parents, I miss them, I really ( Read more... )

So another thing. I think it's really crappy when someone brings an issue up to you (let's say a particular person) and expresses their concern for that person. Then they ask you to address the person with the concerns they're having b/c they think you would be the BEST person to do it. So you do it, maybe not in the best way, but in a concerned ( Read more... )

So I'm sitting in church reflecting on the people who I fear b/c they reject me...or something along those lines and suddenly I realize that the only people I fear are myself b/c I reject myself in so many ways. I reject my looks, I reject the fact that I know I am very smart, yet I put little effort into my school work, I reject the fact that I ( Read more... )

I really miss my husband today. I can't wait to go home tonight. I wish he was coming to Jenn's with me, but I do understand he can't. Well....that's OK. I miss my husband today....I just want him to hold me and kiss me and go back to this morning.

So today I come into work. Pretty tired, but not in a bad mood or anything...Well anyway, I open my email to find a letter from my professor who I did some outside research for, ask me again to do more research for her. It really made me mad in a way. I should look at it as, ok you trust me and feel like I'm a good student to get this information ( Read more... )

Last night Isaiah and I had a battle of the bands contest...I played the drums so loud he tried to drown me out and play the guitar louder. Ok, so it was more like battle of the instruments, but all in good fun. At least I can keep a beat ya know ( Read more... )

So my weekend was awful ( Read more... )

So I have a myspace.com account (http://www.myspace.com/jennthoms). Well, this guy sent me a message the other day and said "you have the funniest faces, you rock". So i'm thinking, cool. So I message him back and just said hi who are you? Do I know you b/c you requested me as a friend ( Read more... )

So for the few that read this journal, some of you may or may not know that Isaiah found out that the little girl he thought was his, that's he's faught for for over 14 months without seeing her b/c his "ex" was a bitch, is not his ( Read more... )