I've realized
that the past three months of my life have been horrible. horrible to the point that i think i've completly alienated myself from myself.

who
the
hell
am
i?

i'm lost. my friends are probably thinking what the hell happened?

and all the while...
the little voice or rather the little girl inside my head is saying

WAKE
THE
FUCKUP

Nothing ( Read more... )

According to a recent inquiry on Map Quest, I discovered that it is approximately 144.8 miles from my current residence in the lovely, snobby Pickerington, Ohio to my parents home. Looking over a map of the state, the journey is long and remote. The majority of the route is surrounded by the bland scenery of farms stretching their rows to the ( Read more... )

Scouring the computer screen for mistakes, my eyes are heavy and strained from prolonged staring. Heaving with a deep sigh, I fall back into the swivel chair, pushing my hands through the loose strands of hair surrounding my forehead ( Read more... )

Our reflection glittered across the convex surfaces of each silver bauble hanging from the tree. Mirrored on the surface of the ornaments was me, nestled beneath Isaiah's arms, legs tangled between his across the foot of the recliner . Secretly, the silver trimming across the tree whispered to the walls what they saw ( Read more... )

I just found this entry, or I should say the entry below, that I wrote last year. Filed away in my personal archives...I've dug up quite a past. I thought it was interesting to read and satisfying to know that my feelings have not changed ( Read more... )

WOW TO JENN ( Read more... )

How festive is LJ? hehe ( Read more... )

1. What did you do in 2005 that you'd never done before? Wow - I got married, moved into a new house, got diagnosed with epilepsy, found out my husbands "daughter" wasn't really his daughter after all, fell more and more in love wiht my husband ( Read more... )

Before you set off to conquer the world, set out to improve yourself. Build character and discipline on the inside, and you'll be able to handle any goal or challenge on the outside ( Read more... )