I'M REALLY HAPPY TODAY. just cause i can be. and i'm skipping tomorrow cause it's senior skip day. yea.

i taught amanda how to speak gibberish. it'll be nice to have someone besides natasha to speak it with since val, anye, and shannon don't care enough to learn it for me. it's a lot of fun to be able to speak what no one knows about. i like it. ( Read more... )

and the dreams come again...

the dreams broke it before i did. i swear. but excuses don't matter. i'll get over it soon. damn that goodbye song.

i discovered something the other day. everytime val and i hang out we get more and more alike. it's scary really. she says what i say. it's not as bad as anye but i'm afraid with time it might get there. ( Read more... )

can i just cry please. that's all i really want to do. i'm hiding from everyone especially hiding from you. i cannot see how everyone can be so happy when i'm so sad. can't you see this phase i'm in...of course not becuase she is keeping you away from me ( Read more... )

yea. mom and i got in a huge fight. things were said that weren't cool. she made a mistake and wouldn't admit it. she raised her voice and i tried not to raise mine while trying to get her to see my side of these things.  she said i'm not telling her/including her on important decisions that i should be making w/her knowledge. i had my dad transfer ( Read more... )

                                       keys!!!!

my

found

Mom

hehe. i so happy. and cause i saved val from hell yesturday and we did the grind photo thing. it was cool.

well nothing much has happened to me lately. jesse and i have lately been having these really in depth conversations about our "relationship." the why we never ended up togethers and stuff. it's been cool. we're establishing a really great friendship. i'm gonna hate to move away. cause ya know it'd be hard to go to

Pennsylvania State University ( Read more... )

BECK "Lost Cause" [brackets are his words]

Your sorry eyes, they cut through bone.
They make it hard to leave you alone.
Leave you here wearing your wounds
Waving your guns at somebody new.

Baby [you're] a lost
Baby [you're] a lost
Baby [you're] a lost cause.

There's too many people you used to know
They see you coming they see you go.
They know your ( Read more... )

BECK "Lost Cause" [brackets are his words]

Your sorry eyes, they cut through bone.
They make it hard to leave you alone.
Leave you here wearing your wounds
Waving your guns at somebody new.

Baby [you're] a lost
Baby [you're] a lost
Baby [you're] a lost cause.

There's too many people you used to know
They see you coming they see you go.
They know your ( Read more... )

gosh you guys must really enjoy my updates cause lots of ya have been harping on my non-entry making-ness. lol.

i love you valarie.

so val came to me on friday. actually, i came to her and then we went to my house to wait for mother to come home but around 8 something she desides to stay at the bar. oh well cause val and i had a spiffily grand time ( Read more... )

just skip the mombo jumbo and go down to the big paragraph for the juicy.

as you can tell i'm really running out of titles for these journal entries. note that i'm on [subject matter 3] ahh!! my creativity level is downgrading. [sigh]

i like having a class w/ valarie. except i don't get to see her a lot even still.

i don't know what to write.

oh ( Read more... )