[snuggle]
[squeeze]
[cuddles cheek]

i love doing those sorts of things. hehe. the make my cheeks hurt with happiness. =|

LATE ARRIVAL (day #2)
so i got up about 30 min. later than usual today and picked up dear valerie and we went to get gas and purchase fattening fuel from the convenience store near Albertson's. then we came back to my house and ( Read more... )

i really do hate Valentine's day. i have male friends that care about me (85% of my friends). but why have i never had a Valentine? Self: why can't you just feel free by yourself and not need a guy there to comfort you and kiss you, look longingly into your eyes, while he holds you and his heart doesn't want to let go? do you feel the need for me ( Read more... )

guess what i'm doing today? i'm gonna get the balls up and go talk to him about all the crap he did.

1) USING BAND NAMES, SPELLOUT YOUR NAME. Cold American-hifi Nine-inch-nails Dry-kill-logic Inoj Cradle-of-fifth Eminem   Jimi-hendrix Otep Hoobastank  Nirvana Slipknot Our-lady-peace Nonpoint-Tells
2) HAVE YOU EVER HAD A SONG WRITTEN ABOUT YOU?  yes
3 ( Read more... )

i'm so sorry valerie. we had such a fun this w/e shopping for underwears. i've been so caught up in my problems to tell everyone about all the funny things we said while frantically taking every thong out of those boxes at Charlotte Russe. i lubs you. only you now... and anye and jesse and those kinds of people. not the kinda that rip out your ( Read more... )

i wrote this poem for a person. lol. do i even have to explain about it? it's really long. you don't have to read it.

Just so you know/ This is my last poem to you/ Can’t believe I wasted 10 pages and 2 years/ The poems I wrote for you

When we first met/ I found something within/ It was your eyes and complete trust I saw/ That reeled my feelings ( Read more... )

i'm so sorry valerie. we had such a fun this w/e shopping for underwears. i've been so caught up in my problems to tell everyone about all the funny things we said while frantically taking every thong out of those boxes at Charlotte Russe. i lubs you. only you now... and anye and jesse and those kinds of people. not the kinda that rip out ( Read more... )

so both of them were not here today. eh. that's cool right? it was goodbye after all remember?

so anyways during practice when the team was waiting for mrs. jeannie to arrive, she calls me over to the other side of the gym. i walk over to her.

[she paces]
"i don't like you. you are such a bitch. a whore. you took advantage of him when he was ( Read more... )

wtf?!! is all i can say about the past 2 days.

i think i've gone insain. so you came to talk to me and basically to tell me goodbye i enjoyed the goodbye. content with it even. then what happened yesturday...it scares me. i don't know if you're going to read this or not or if the message gets missinterpreted and falls into the wrong hands. you ( Read more... )

kytn n gay tomorrow. friday night. you and me babe!! X)

and yes... i did talk to jesse on the phone again tonight. lol. i'm gonna count how many times a week. really i will. i'll tally at the end of every LJ. thanks for the poem erin.

ANYE GOT MY DRESS!! WE HAVE THE SAME FREAKING DRESS!!! except her's is pink. freakin a. gosh. who'da think it? best ( Read more... )

today was fun. i found my dress. it's gorgeous. it's got this iridescent dark blue color thing with little dangly frills. it's stunning. it's kinda short a couple inches above my knee but some parts of the dress are longer. it was on sale from $144 to $36. i put it on and jesse and deej were like, "that's the dress. it looks great." shannon said ( Read more... )