i have so much to tell all of you readers of my LJ. wierd psych stuff. not psycology. just stuff that happens when you psych yourself out for things to come. i've had an interest week away from LJ. i wish i could say it all but that's for my real jounal only ( Read more... )

lookie lookie at me!! still grounded and found a way online. but only for a little bit cause i'm on my new Dell Inspiron 1500 laptop my mom got me for my birthday and for graduation!! it's gorgeous. i wish i could update you on my life but i can't right now because i'll be late for work and i have to use a telephone line for me free AOL internet. ( Read more... )

i have been so happy this week. everything was going right. i had what i've wanted for a long time in my arms to hold me tight. omg. it was unbelievable. i cannot explain how happy he makes me to just be there and hold me and make me feel wanted. that's why i like him so much. he makes me forget all my problems and all my respnsablities (to an ( Read more... )

comment to this LJ about this as a past experince....Have you ever felt so happy about someone that you'd rather have no sleep at all just to get to tomorrow to see what it would bring?

i'm sure you smarties can figure out why i'm saying this. so i got to make you happy huh? [giggle]

[SMILES BIG]

btw vLri... i love you and your knee hugs because if ( Read more... )

you think i'm sexy 
         you wanna date me
                you wanna touch me 
                      you wanna kiss me
                            you wanna hold me....

i know you wanna. hehe!

so you found it... is this what you expected to find in my journal. you should see what's in my real journal ha! did you enjoy your poems? they are yours after all. if you don't like them that's okay because i enjoyed writting them. they brought my poem total up to 29. grown since the last time we talked hasn't it? all because of that one poem. ( Read more... )

that a comment that anye and i make when we see people who are hott. like chris simpson today with his shirt of out on the track during Psyc.2. dizamn! i mean WO he's hot. you know who the HOTTEST chick in movies is.....the chick in my LJ today. Christina Ricci. DIZAMN! if i had a dick i'd so do her. i'm sorry, maybe i'm going a lil' bi saying that ( Read more... )

the poem is boring at first and kinda out there and makes no sense but there are pieces to it that are really meaningful so just stick through it and comment.

Ran a red light/ broke my pillow/ lost the remote to the radio/ the music flowed from my window
 Flew down to the street to get downtown/ to see the city lights and commotion/ the     
 people ( Read more... )

that could be a cool band name. morning vistors and late night callers. hmm...

so yea the converstation last night for about 3 hours was grand. and he woke me up at about 9 buttcrack o'clock in the a.m.  and he stayed for a good time. did he want to see me? why did he come to my house?  why did we have nothing to talk about again and kinda akwardly ( Read more... )

                                                                                        Autumn's Monologue 
                                                                                       From Autumn to Ashes
verse 1
oh why can't i be what you need:
a new improved version of me
but i'm nothing so good no i'm nothing
just bones, a lonely ghost ( Read more... )