I need to update more often. I dont, I know that I should, not because of my many adoring fans (ha) but because this is therapeutic for me, to write down the thoughts that plague my head on a daily basis. I know why I have not been updating though, recent events have had me questioning who I am as a person and I feel like if I dont write about it, ( Read more... )

i am eating a pear, they are delicious. i went out with katie last night and saw some people i havent seen in a lonnnnnng time and it was amazing, it made me remember why i am friends with these people in the first place. katie wants me to move into the spare room they have in their apartment...i am considering it. my cat is asleep in my room and i ( Read more... )

I prefer this one:

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 How hard is it to decide to be in a good mood and be in a good mood?

Things I love lately:

*Drinking coffee by the barrel
*Making quilts and pillowcases out of old shirts
*Conversing with Lu who is thousands of miles away via email constantly
*Wearing spandex
*Reading
*Doing things on the whim (spelling?)
*Spreading good vibes
*Not impressing people
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that I know the dance a little too well. I am going to hell ( Read more... )

I have been feeling lost lately. I dont know why I just feel like I have very little in common with everyone. I feel like I am at a stand still. I dont really care about a lot of things that I know I should and on one hand it makes me feel like a bad person but on the other hand I dont really care because I feel like its a waste of time. I care ( Read more... )

I. have. nothing. to. say.  

not in the mood to write in paragraphs. bullets. thats all ( Read more... )

 I went to town spa today with Casey and it was absolutely glorious, per usual. Then I proceeded to come home and take a nap instead of chipping away at the mountain of work that I have due this week and next. Oh well sleep trumps all. While I was napping, my dad came in to wake me up for dinner and then asked me, "It smells in here, did you fart ( Read more... )

So I am at the library right now and this Asian kid sitting next to me keeps talking to his computer screen. Wait, it gets better. He apparently reads something that pisses him off to the point of loudly saying "WHAT?!?" to the computer and clenching one hand into a fist and grasping the fist with his other hand while sighing deeply. I glance over ( Read more... )