Robert and i have been going out for 1 MONTH today! =) i hung out with him allll day today at my house. it was amazing. i love him so much<3. im soo happy with him. he just, completes my life.

4 days till christmass. it doesnt seem like it. like at all. im excited thoo.

yeah, so i started going out with rob on oct. 30th. and he broke up with me on saturday night. after ignoring me for a day and a half, just like kenny. i was worried sick about him, and he was just ignoring my calls, texts, everything. i totally hate guys. i actaully really liked him too. so it really hurt when he told me that at the semi i let him ( Read more... )

so i uh, really like kevyn. and i cant stop thinking about him. but the worst part is, i have no chance. he has a g/f whose a model. i cant compare to that. why would he choose me over a model? he wouldnt. i had my chance. and didnt take it. im stupid. cause i really really like him. and he wont even call me, so he really doesnt want anything to do ( Read more... )

so im in pretty deep shit right about now. i got caught drinking at the wvw football game, not only by my parents, but by the cops. im grounded for like ever, im suspended from school for 10 days, 5 oss, 5 iss, andd i have to go in front of a majistrate. it sucks. like a lot. i ruined my life. and im never going to live it down. and im never ( Read more... )

MY MOM IS BEING TOTALLY UNFAIR. all i did was lie about one thing and it wasnt even that big of a deal! and i'm still grounded. 2 weeks later. I HATE MY LIFE. I WISH SHE REALIZED HOW UNHAPPY I AM. EVEN BEFORE I WAS GROUNDED. THEY DONT LET ME DO CRAP. AND I NEVER GAVE THEM ANY REASON TO. i do good in school, i have a job, its just not fair! i dont ( Read more... )

let see. thursday i went to the auction. and met up with lauren, who i havnt seen since christmas. =)<3. then i slept over her house. and the next day we played tennis. and we suck ass at it. then later on we went to the metro, but instead went to the movies. we sat down in the pirates of the carribean and watched like 2 previews and ashley calls ( Read more... )

so um, today, kenny broke up with me. yeah. its was out of no where. i thought he was happy, but i guess that shows how much i know. he said... "i know im not in love with you. cause i like another girl". yeah, that hurt. a lot. i really truely loved him. now it makes me feel sick to stomach to think about it. it really sucks. its a bad beginning ( Read more... )

i havnt updated in awhile ( Read more... )

ahh. so lets see. whats new ( Read more... )

20 more days! =).
i only asked for acouple things.- money, digital camera, little things. about it.

i slept over sarahs on saturday night. =) i lovveee herr.

wow. i really have nothing to say. lame.