This is for all of you who have had to put up with me; or any other emotional girl ( Read more... )

As I sit here on this rainy day I cannot help but be introspective. This has been a long and interesting week for me. I am still trying to figure out what I have learned from all of this ( Read more... )

What can I say? Life has been interesting and it is time to vent/ be a bitch/ give some unsolicited advice ( Read more... )

Wow, life seems so uncertain. All I want is to know what is going on and that everything will play out ok; it seems like that knowledge is unattainable. I don’t know what is going on any more ( Read more... )

Life seemed so good just a few weeks go. I had graduated college and know that I wanted to go to Grad school and was looking for the right one. I thought that I could get a job and a place to live in the twelve or so weeks that I would have this summer ( Read more... )

I write tonight because things are not making since rite now. I find myself again at a place where I am not happy. Maybe I have not been truly and sustainably happy for a long time. I don’t know what it would take for me to be happy. I have tried being me and that does not work, I have tried to be what my parents wanted me to be big no there, I ( Read more... )

I am tired! Every part of me is tired. I don’t think I can live like this much longer. Recently I realized how bitter sarcastic, cynical, and jaded I have become. I don’t like that. I did not know why for the longest time; then I took a look at me life and realized a few things. I am not happy, I have lost my best friends, and I feel alone. ( Read more... )

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I am tired of playing Serino! I am tired of being the funny, witty one! In the end I help you get the girl/ guy and what do I get? I’ll tell you I get to sit alone, while you flit off on a date with some person ( Read more... )

As I sit here just before class I can’t help but think about what a crappy week I have had, what a crappy week we all have had. I am also reminded of something my Jilly told me the other night she said “when you look back at the happy times in your life, they seem like a waste and that the hard times are when you really learn the most about ( Read more... )