confussion; your mind races, your heart skips a beat and you even get a little twitch in your eye "stress and worry" my worse enemies and the only thing that has control over me when will i beable to breath and think straight with out the constant battle going on in my brain

just i thought i let everyone know that life is good... my love life rocks, work is great, school is great, being 21 is great, and my friends are amazing love them to death go niga turtels

wow its been a long time since i wrote in here... things are different defiantly different for the first time in my life i feel amazing i am surrounded by love and strengh which i have gotten from two amazing men in my life and they fill my days with such greatness in different ways of course but they both make me very happy ( Read more... )

so went to the panic at the disco concert wow that was amazing it was like watching a play and listening to amazing music too... BEST concert i have ever been too what a blast ( Read more... )

this week has been good tired but i had fun even though i should be rested considering i spent most of the week in my bed wink wink just kidding well not really lol

i dont know what im going to do with myself in a month when he is gone why do i always get myself into these kind of situations confused 4 sure

damn you
i read a article that said if you want an excellent boyfriend accept nothing less!! maybe thats true i set my standards too low well thats what stephanie told me atleast well not anymore hes going to be hot, nice, rich, honest, and thinks im amazing because yes i am lol GOOD BY LOSERS

halloween rocks i cant wait till this weekend so i can dress up im going as straberry shortcake hehehe me excited things as ok keeping busy with school and i might eb getting a new job so that would be awesome so i could move out of this hell hole gurrr see the reason why halloween is so cools is becuase for a cupple nights out of the year you get ( Read more... )

things are going good i started dating again and i found a great guy and we connect really good the only bad thing is he leaves for school soon and wont be back for 6 months so im not going to give my hopes up im just having fun, liveing life, and starting fresh!!

things are getting better i got a new phone number so if you want it send me a message on myspace or here

Battle ( Read more... )