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Sometimes reconnecting with an old friend...can bring things back to the surface. I'm in no position to care and pay attention to those things..but I am. No idea why I let things get to me but I can't help but wonder.
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Hello
I'm pretty sleepy but I decided to hop on livejournal and check on this thing again. I always end up reading old entries and I feel so much different. I always feel different, indifferent rather. I grow so much each day, each week, each month ( Read more... ) -
It's a bleh day
I wish God would give me a sign, and provide me with the perfect job He wants me to have right now. I need something that pays really well, I'm so sick of struggling and I'm only 20 years old. I'm not even married with kids yet and I can't even support myself...Its been kind of depressing lately because no matter how many resumes I send to people ( Read more... ) -
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Sometimes I wonder why I do certain things, why I say certain things, why I FEEL certain things. I wish I were able to let some things go ( Read more... ) -
I've got good news, and bad news.
Good news, I got approved for my transfer to walmart in orlando florida. Bad news, there are no openings as of yet in the positions I have experience in ( Read more... ) -
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"It's funny how we self sabotage ourselves to please the one we love...." -paul wrote this on his facebook recently and it just perfectly explains my situation right now.
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Indifferent
So Rustan found out about me being in the middle of a divorce and lying about shit that shouldn't even of been lied about...I shouldn't have lied about anything whatsoever. I mean, I love him and it doesn't prove it when I fucking lie...it doesn't prove shit when people lie ( Read more... ) -
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What happens when everyone is telling u to do one thing...
You want to do another thing...
and your heart is telling u something completely different...
What do u decide?
Do u follow your heart and ignore everything else?
Or do u rationalize and do what u want?
OR do u follow the advice of others because they may know best...?
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yeah sorry about that
My last post was kind of weird... I was in a weird mood anyway.Well maybe not ALL guys are assholes...the guy I was talking about told me that he just wanted to be friends, and nothing physical because he feels like he would use me and he doesnt want to feel that...something about his conscience. lol yeah so we are just friends which is good ( Read more... ) -
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I'm pretty happy being single now. Everything is just waiting to be processed but I have no feelings for him anymore. I dont know its like they disappated overnight. There are a few things that still need to be arranged but everything is working out ( Read more... )