so i got a new livejournal.
ask and i'll tell.
xoxo, kate. ♥

i need help.
serious help.
not pity.
not sympathy.
not more people telling me how much they "care" about me.

i love nothing in this world.
the leaves
those colorful autumn leaves that i used to love
...i don't see any color in them.
they're not beautiful anymore.
besides.
there are hardly any left.
all the trees are empty.
just like me.

i loved ( Read more... )

i'm skipping both of my classes today.
i'm very depressed
just like i was yesterday
and the day before that
and the week before that.

it's not better to have loved and lost
than never to have loved at all.
at this point, i would much rather have
never have loved at allold soul song reminds me of those nights on the railroad tracks in the back of ( Read more... )

Today was a waste of a perfectly good day.
Well, I suppose one thing came out of it.
I've come to realize that I'm rather good at resisting temptation.

But God, do I miss you.

Basketball games. Being heartbroken and crying to "this one guy" about it. A random CD. A potential something. Live Plants. Keeping him awake at night. The poetry where he first told me that he loved me. Flowers, Eat N' Park, onion rings, the note that said "hat", and our first kiss. When I first met Paul Revere. The taste of black and yellow ( Read more... )

( I know this amazing guy who did the sweetest, most thoughtful thing imaginable for the girl he loved yesterday. )

I've spent a lot of time lately thinking about life. For what reason, I'm not really sure. I'm still young and everything. But I figured maybe it would be worthwhile to sit down and consider what my goals are in life. What do I want to accomplish while I'm here? I mean, you only live once. So I wrote down some goals that I set for myself. ( And it turned into a bunch of my bullshit writing. )

Track started today. It wasn't near as bad as I thought it would be. I don't even think I broke a sweat. Although I couldn't breathe out of my nose and I haven't ran since basketball season (well, maybe twice), I'm a sprinter(?). It does make me crazy nervous that we're like, part of Johnstown's team so we hafta compete with important schools haha ( Read more... )

RisenForeverA7X: lol thats a sharp ass fry
Haha...I got him to admit that my fear of those pointy fries might actually be reasonable. That chicken nugget-stabbing was quite frightening.

Today I wanna go down to Celestial Brides to see if they have my prom dress. I want it in white.I hate not having anything to do. It forces me to consider such ( Read more... )

blue neon light glows soft a little after midnight
you came to steal my heart but i gave it to you instead
you’re the faultless depiction of innocent seduction
your words are left to face eternity trapped in my head
it was how it is in movies except we weren't acting
we didn't have to practice the scene to reach perfection
it only took us one try, ( Read more... )