the relativity of time

[candor]

is never more apparent to me than here... for this was the first place I came as I drifted from the womb I created in a vain attempt to believe in a mother who turned out to be a fucker in the most painful sense of the word and to reach out to the world from a position of rebirth yet, for all the time that passed away from the womb and between now

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>> and life is loving you even more...<<

[winzr]

ahh my old friend.
tis not, i fear...

i'm spent
and so damn broken

of no worth to a soul

this is what "life' has chosen to show me, in spades, since last i journaled here.

highlights all a-saved-up for me special for christmas o' course, me meanwhile hopin n prayin fer something oh-so-very different of a miracle

i thank you for the moments across the airwaves that you have shown me friendship
it'll make the going a teeny bit less painful, yeah?

merry xmas ric

cheers

Re: >> and life is loving you even more...<<

[candor]

oh, wishes might not help, but I wish there was more proof of worth in your life... for what online words mean, I smile when I think of you :)

merry happy zmas and may the new year bring some positive changes :)

''and may the new year bring some positive changes :) ''

[winzr]

oh i'm countin' on it. :]

.. see, i haven't lost alllll hope yet. :]
.. cuz i got to get a who-o-o-o-ole heapin lotta schtuff offa my chest yesterday eve and feel better for it. i think. :p

All the best to you too, Ric. xo

:)