ive pulled all the tape from you and wound it tightly around my neck. its hard to erase the track with filling stretched so thin. my head aches the way a heart should and i can feel it in my bones. a shudder, chills me to the core like it used to with the passion on your plate. im only angry because i'm hurt. i used to blame it all on you, but ive ( Read more... )

i hope you have your cake and eat it too.
id try but im choking on the flames. and my fucking tongue burns red.
i hope you eat your hearts content and vomit out the insecurities youve been swallowing like loads.

you have killed all that was alive inside me and I will never forgive you. 

i dont want to fucking talk about it anymore. every new conversation is just a record skipping. everytime it skips i feel it in my chest ( Read more... )

its been months, and everything has passed on, and now you haunt my dreams.
and no matter how hard i try to push you from my mind, like a thorn in my side, a piece of you stays.

while you're up there, can you try an figure me out?

sitting here and a quote from jurassic park comes to mind. life finds a way. against all odds, everything going wrong, life has found a way for me. i left all my amazing friends came home a little less than three months ago with no internship, to a fiancee unfianced,  with no money,  no pride, no car and no ambition.  now i have a beautiful jeep, a ( Read more... )

fuck you. its almost as if you could sense my weakness. just adding straw to try and break the camel. and alas you've succeeded. my back is crippled and my heart is black.  i think this is a turning point. with the shimmer of diamond back in my hand, i will never love again..

 back ( Read more... )

im not sure if my vision is becoming blurred or my sights are crossing my eyes.
and to think we only have so much time.
did you think to ask? or did we all just assume?
adrenaline cannot be replaced with caffeine though the veins pulse walking zombies with fire for necks.
and the scorpion stabbing at my eardrum, here i am at least in spirit.

i thought i was so tough. i though nothing could stop me. i thought i could take on the world. this all may be too much. i feel my cape withering away in the wind ( Read more... )