lol, the ps, my day sucked at the end was worth reading this.. lol. miss yah girl. got to chill with theresa today, friends with jeff... woo. shes pretty chill. hows life babe? cheer up, arent you coming to visit soon? and dont do that run away thing, ill smack you. haha. cheer up, if you kept in touch, youd have me to talk to. <3 teeny
haha, yeah yo i love teresa. lsd<3 haha i hope ill see you soon i hope, but ive been fucking up, and i dunno if im goin home in july or not, but well see
who is that about you shouldnt be so negative there will always be times when things go wrong im sorry that happened betrayal is normal just dont be the cause of it in the future i wish life was a fairytale then thigns could have worked out thats life though it shits on you you have to learn to deal and move on letting it linger makes it worse i doubt you have given up completely if you have thats sad i wish the best for you <3
i have given up completely. and thats the beauty of it. i have nothing to live for, so i just go on waiting for something to happen to me worth holding onto. thats only happened once, and i cant even hold a relationship, how the fuck am i going to make it through life. i will, somehow, by the skin of my teeth, but i wont trust the people around me who tell me they love me because hate and love are both 4 letter words, and use the same emotion to survive. i hate the people who ive loved, and i can count those people, or person, on one hand. my days are hollow, and im sick of the people who i spend my day revolving around. im not saying every day sucks, maybe one day the sun is shinning and none of my past crosses my mind, everything thats happening seems in order and positive, but then reality hits. im really not a special person, i dont deserve my own place in the universe, amungst the stars. reason im trying to forget all that i am, and all that ive been. by just erasing everything from my life and become a walking void. =/
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<3 teeny
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haha
i hope ill see you soon i hope, but ive been fucking up, and i dunno if im goin home in july or not, but well see
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you shouldnt be so negative
there will always be times when things go wrong
im sorry that happened
betrayal is normal just dont be the cause of it in the future
i wish life was a fairytale then thigns could have worked out
thats life though
it shits on you
you have to learn to deal and move on
letting it linger makes it worse
i doubt you have given up completely
if you have
thats sad
i wish the best for you
<3
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i have nothing to live for,
so i just go on waiting for something to happen to me worth holding onto. thats only happened once, and i cant even hold a relationship, how the fuck am i going to make it through life. i will, somehow, by the skin of my teeth, but i wont trust the people around me who tell me they love me because hate and love are both 4 letter words, and use the same emotion to survive.
i hate the people who ive loved, and i can count those people, or person, on one hand.
my days are hollow, and im sick of the people who i spend my day revolving around.
im not saying every day sucks, maybe one day the sun is shinning and none of my past crosses my mind, everything thats happening seems in order and positive, but then reality hits. im really not a special person, i dont deserve my own place in the universe, amungst the stars. reason im trying to forget all that i am, and all that ive been. by just erasing everything from my life and become a walking void.
=/
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it dosent matter who its about.
they are worthless anyways.
and have made me feel the same way.
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