MADD stress.
and the rest of the world has no clue.

i beat the shit outta my hand tonight.
and now i feel like a dumbass.

ever have that feeling where you wanna cry soso bad?
its kinda like that
but ill have to beat my own ass if i start cryin over nothing.

god i hope this is a mean case of pmsing.

 
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"You don't have to dread negotiating. In fact, you might decide to look forward to it. You make a special connection while arguing back and forth, and you'll be able to reach sweet agreement."

and then shit like that makes me think i should try.

wtf? since when did horoscopes start having ANYTHING to do with my life?

just fuckin shoot me already

 cant even lie; im so scared. 
so many people i love nd trust say theyll be there for anything and everything..
but its the kinda thing i have to do alone.
thats so scarey... ive never had to do anything completely alone..
i just always choose to.
its empowering knowing i could be gettin help, but im bein all grown up nd doin it myself.
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i cant believe im 18... so neat lol.

can anyone else believe its practically the end of the year? this year flew by.

going to nyc at the end of the month.. yay!

brittneys fine.. thank god. i dunno what i wouldve done if there was somethin seriously wrong wit her =\

doms mad at me for somethin i havent even done yet... whatever though... he needs to ( Read more... )

being called a bitch allll day every day gets old.

ill live up to peoples expectations if thats what they really want.

fuck shit. you havent seen bitch. ill show you.

again, its been a while.

lifes not bad. i really shouldnt complain. its too easy to bypass the stuff i should smile about though.

wtfs wrong with me anyways?

it bothers me because i know no one understands

" Sometimes I wish I wasnt so lost in you.
This is mainly because I know you'd do it again;
in a heartbeat, no hessitation, you just would.
The day I get over it, the day I move on,
will be the day I let myself keep living.
Once I learn I'm better off without,
I'll be able to love myself again. "my goodness. its been a nice break. ill admit ( Read more... )