it is soo weird, when dave Is sad, it immediatly puts me in the same frame of mind, i feel sad as if It was me orriginally was the one to be blue first ( Read more... )

i got my hair colored a few weeks ago and here is the link to my scrapbook

http://pics.livejournal.com/candy_mmm/gallery/0001e4z7

Walter aka dork hat lost his formor wife Elaine the other day, It made me so sad for him imagining the feelings he must be going through, as someone who s life has changed dramatically in the past year or so, and finding that balance trying to be friends with an ex and now that is gone... all future hopes dreams... are gone... a past you cant ( Read more... )

hehehehehe my favorite thing is when Im following Dave in the car ( hes ahead of me) and occasionally when we stop at the stop sign he gets out and comes over to give me a kiss.... mmmmmm hes so sweet!

I got an email from Dave today:
heres my copy paste:)

1. I believe in you
2. I trust you
3. I know that you can handle the challenges of life
4. You are listened to
5. You are cared for
6. You are very important to me

I promise to be true to you and too always consider your feelings and our future.... together.

I love you so much... Dave

so i went to the lady named "kara" who has been counsoling our family, and she did bring a bit more insight to some of my behaviors ( Read more... )

im tired of Dwayne trying to control me with guilt, im tired of the kids being needy for my attention, that they fight when im home for a piece of me..... i have not involved the kids in my relationship yet becasue the councillor that talks with Dwayne tells him it isnt in the best interests of the kids ( Read more... )

Make a list of important things to do today. At the top of your list, put 'eat chocolate.' Now, you'll get at least one thing done today.

lol i like that quote

photo of the day, with my horrible webcam:p.....
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dwayne just ticks me off, always has , always will.... i hate how he just can tell everything about me, true, exagerated or from his twisted prospective, especially to my family..... then when i confront him about it, he says own up dont do what you dont want talked about...... or you tell your sisters im a jerk ( which i dont say that but thats ( Read more... )