Im tired of life. When did life become THIS hard! I just dont get it. Don't get me wrong, I'm completly happy but still. I just feel like I'm being pulled at constantly. I work two jobs and i have wonderful frinds who I like to hang out with. But when do I have "me" time? Never really. I guess its just a part of growing up. Once again, I can not ( Read more... )

I hate knowing that I'm me. I know that sounds harsh but im just being truthful. Sometimes I sit here and think "why do i have to be such a passive person". I dont know of any one of my friends who would do have the stuff I do for them. Not one. I'd give up the world for any one of my true friends and they know that. I wonder why God had to make me ( Read more... )

ahhh im leaving for warped with jon and jess...mmmmmazing times!

i hate times like these but then again i love them. people take things way to far that werent even intended to be taken anywhere. why? i dont know. and this boy all i want is him to want me and make me feel happy.

warped is a week from today.

im so freaking excited.

me+jess+jon= fun times

so theres this boy.

and i think he might be stealing my heart away

oh boy whats a girl to do

if it were you and me tonight

i would tear the stars

and save the brightest one for you

I had the best couple of last days. Lets recap.

+ New Job

+ Best Friends

+ Graduation

+ Warped is so close i can almost taste it

+ Boy Toys

+ Matt

+ Maz

+ Jonathan

Nuff Said.

So today an prayer was answered. I found my birth mother. Wow. I talked to her on the phone also. It was nice. A dream come true. Let me recap the day.
I went out this morning to do some errands and all that stuff. Then i get home and im talking to jessi and shes wanting to go out but mom says no. Well i get off the phone with mom and she and dad ( Read more... )

i found out the most amazing news this aternoon... i will write more later...

thank you GOD for making a dream come true

.i finished cosmetology school today.

.my nineteenth birthday is in less than a week.

.i dont have a job.

.i go to the lake on monday.

.i broke my straightner today.

.i need people to celebrate with.

.eric let me have my carmel frap for free.

So lately Ive written really short LJ entries but tonight is gonna be long. Get over it. Dont read it if you dont want to. Thats fine by me ( Read more... )