why cant i just be alone?
and be ok with that.............

i dreamed becca and i were chillin in the car, a police officer pulled us over, first everything was fine, then he saw the weed, and we were going to be arrested, but suddenly there was an open window we could crawl out of, so we fucking booked it, ended up running all through-out a neighborhood with lots of green grassy areas ( Read more... )

why do i feel this sad?

probably because he was supposed to be my everything
i thought i could stop looking

but i was wrong

i love you to death and back again
i love you to pieces glued back again
i love you til the end
til ive gone around the bin
to death do us part
we are falling apart
will humpty dumpty ever be put back together again?

The card at the top left represents how you see yourself. Cthulhu, when reversed: Authoritarianism. Inflexible and dogmatic thinking. A calcified old regime. Bad or incompetent advice. Inability to hear a higher or inner voice, or pretending to hear it for personal gain ( Read more... )

i have a very funny feeling in my gut
it seems like all im doing it waiting for the pieces to fall apart
i really need some help with this one
but its something i have to do on my own

and the truth is
im scared shit-less

last night i had a dream,
i cant remember most of it
but you were there
you were alive
and when i hugged you
if felt like you were really there
it felt exactly the same

but i know that's just a lie

Take it back ( Read more... )

who the fuck am i suppose to talk to about this?
is this the last straw?
is this really how its gonna end?
so should i keep putting myself thru this?

i think i give up

do unto others what has be done to you

remember this and you'll never get hurt
just even