I'm stuck in a moment and can't get out of it

 should i go to school or stay where i am

I CAN'T DECIDE 

I cannot wait to go back to my home in Toronto. So excited for my concert. I believe after seeing them I will be complete <3. Then my birthday. Hopefully August is a much better month then July was. I can't believe that the summer is almost over. Although if I do say, I am very excited for September :) :) .

I am positive, and happy unlike other people may think. I am doing better then I have been in a long time.

I just hate the fact that I am in Oville.. The place where my past just looks me in the face and won't disappear. I have been running away from it for the past ... I don't know... four years or something.

I miss people.

This thing is so old, and so full of memories. I bet nobody even reads these anymore. With facebook and all. I am stuck in Oville this summer. Which I guess is a blessing and a curse all in one. I miss my etobicoke home so badly, and just want school to start so that I can go back and learn! lol. Sound like such a nerd. Babysitting throughout the ( Read more... )

i am so sick and tired of everybody. i hate the drama that is simply why i pulled myself out. i love all of you ( Read more... )

so here i am. in toronto. about to see my favorite for the third time. and i realize finally how happy and put together my life is finally becoming. i am happy. actually happy. i have a person in my life who is absolutely the most amazing human being i have ever met. it is just so strange how we are so alike and click so perfectly together. i am ( Read more... )

I don't understand how after two years things have just disappeared. They've turned into fights and silence. I always thought that things were different. But evidentley they are not. Inseperable is what we used to be and now we're lucky if we can even get through a month without arguing. I have learned that this are not worth my time, and clearly ( Read more... )

All I have been doing this past week (except for a few stress-buster exceptions) is study ( Read more... )

wet
lather
rinse
repeat.

This is our cycle.