the move is great and all...however, i am already sick to death of the lack of privacy i have becase of the constant workers hanging around the house and fixing shit. i come home from work to a broken shower, my bathroom has been gutted and everything taken out so they can paint the ceiling, and my kitchen still doesnt have cupboard doors or the ( Read more... )

we're so not goth.
(except we are.)

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we are moving tomorrow ( Read more... )

louie and i dressed up for goodfellaz -
gangster/flapper apparel; we were hot.


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sorry for the lack of details about my last entry.
im not ready just yet to talk about it.

its about my family.
thats all i have for now.

i have no idea what to do with the information i was just woken up by and presented with.

i can barely think.

this cant be happening to me.

but it is.

in about 4 hours from now,
during the 4am hour at hulla,
exactly 4 years ago tonight,

... as if in a fairytale, i instantly fell in love with a man i cant imagine my life without now.

i love you louie!
happy anniversary baby!

My last ex had.... nothing of importance whatsoever ( Read more... )

..lou cabrasi's new mix, "Cabrasi's Makina & Cheese" is avaliable here:

http://www.xphox.net/loucabrasi/Lou%20Cabrasi%20-%20Cabrasi%20Makina%20&%20Cheese.mp3
(right click, save as)

enjoy :)

fuck you life!

fuck it all.

im am so done.
when it rains it fucking pours.
and im sick to death of it.
literally.
i am so stressed i can barely breath.
my blood pressure must be through the roof.
i feel on the verge of a breakdown.

i cant wait for this weekend.
i need to escape reality for a while.