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[candykidatheart]

Thought of the Day:

So we say we love our friends unconditionally. We say we care for our friends and we wouldnt know what to do with ourself if we lost one. So think of this... WE watch almost all of our closest friends dye slowley. WE watch them take pop, drink, tripp, roll, and what not, but WE seem to not care in a way. WE either

Comments

[for_solace]

Well, this thought is a really good one. But, still, there isn't a whole lot I can do. If you're having fun and enjoying yourself then what can I say that will help or change things? It's not that I wouldn't, but it's really none of my business anyway. I barely know ya so hopefully this question isn't directed at me (Even though I don't really use anything anymore. I barely even drink ever

[candykidatheart]

i am stopping it all. but if one of ur friends did die, would you feel somewhat guilty if you could of kept them alive, givin them a good chance in life? i mean shit, we have only started a small portion of our existance, for someone to go because of self induced destruction, they will never know what life is. But what if you gave them the chance to show them life? to allowe them to "be all they can be." its just a bunch of shit that only a few of us have figured out, or chose to believe whats the truth.

[chasesthesun]

It's not that I haven't tried to tell you. And not the fact that I don't care or that I enjoy watching as the days go by while all of you slowly consume more drugs, it's really that you don't want to quit. If I recall correctly, I've said to you before that it really is bad for your mind and body and you responded with "The feelings are too hard to give up."
I think I can try as hard as I can to save you, but I don't think anyone can save you from yourself. I never say anything anymore because I don't want to sound bossy or tell you how to live your life. You know you have a problem, and that's great realization, but the driving force telling you this is wrong and you should quit is not me, but your good side. You're not going to stop until you force yourself to and no one else can do it for you.

[candykidatheart]

i relize it all and have made the decision to stop completley, and for alyssa and kristen, im ganna do everything in my power to save them too.

[charlywhores]

ive-most of the time-tried to dissuade all of you from doing drugs, but for the most part, none of you people listen. So everyone is at fault, but then again, thats not much new...i suppose its also that you guys just simply dont want to quit, you like it to mch to even begin to think about the consequenses of your actions untill they smack you in the face, and you cant hide it anymore. It is really a goddamn shame, but you are all still young, its not to late to turn it all around, but again, you have to really want to quit. Jesse, i really think that you do want to quit, but you are still in love with how it makes you feel, its all just getting past that, and you might have to dissasociate with the people you hang out with now untill you are clean, the best way to not give in to temptation is to avoid the temptation/ remove the temptation. and, maybe as a result of this, your friends might start to "see the light" so to speak as a result of losing a friend...but then again, you know them... well, its something that you are going to

[candykidatheart]

i have thought of all of this too. taking myself away from the people who do it but i cant seem to think what my life would be without kristen and alyssa. do i want to quite, yes and just like you said that only thing that is holding me back is that im still in love with the feeling. but yesterday i got reality slaped in my face big time and maybe what happened yesterday and the decisions my paretns are about to make will give me the motivation to truly say no once and forall.