Every word in this book has been resonating within me for the last week. It is inspiring, sensible, and surprisingly modest in both its personality and artistry.

I am completely enamoured.

Love is a bullet that crawls on all fours
He stumbles in the night to the poetry of whores.

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I am in love with a boy. His name is Tim.

I'm so excited for Jack's Mannequin tomorrow. I haven't seen people for what seems like ages even though it's probably only been a week or two. I'm having friends withdraw. There are so many good shows coming up. Brand New in March, Say Anything/Saves the Day in April and some other ones but those are the ones I look forward to as of...now.

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To be honest, I don't feel very well. All these things have piled up and now I'm regretting my penchant for having fun instead of enforcing good study habits. I just wish you could come and hold me and maybe we could fall asleep and forget it for awhile. I know I will somehow get back on track...no matter what. That's what my drive is for. I mean, ( Read more... )

I pretty much hate my english teacher. SHe is such magnificent CUNT. I know what cunjunctions are. I know how to use my commas. WE ARE NOT in high school anymore. Sometimes, I think college is such a joke. Maybe I'm just not used to being in a standard level class OR maybe I'm being pretentious. It could be a combination of the two, but my point ( Read more... )

I can't cry over you anymore
I can't feel bad about myself for you anymore
I can't even function anymore

my head hurts
my heart hurts
I threw up
are you worth it?
because I'm not

FUCK career management
I hate you
I hate you
I hate you

yeah, I fucking hate YOU too
(insert long string of curse words here)

aklfjshkjlashfklhas

Being 18 doesn't feel too different. I actually bought my first pack of cigarettes last weekend so that really lost its magic. Tim and I went to get facials today at origins and I got a new wallet. We had lunch at Whole Foods and read architectural digest at Barnes and Noble. We hung out with Chelsea and watched the episode of the OC with Johnny in ( Read more... )