Why cant you see that ive been in front of you all along ( Read more... )

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I miss the old look before i turned to this thing i am...


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Tonights the night ( Read more... )

well going over my old entrys i see that i was dramatic and hated life blah what a retard i was

i enjoy life i have a great friend and im open with my old thoughts of people and how i think of them now woot go me im getting back to myself im glad cant wait to see what will become of me next year

I have no real emotions left anymore...

I need to get out and enjoy life but just stranded here in my room with no where to go no friends to see...
that would be my fault tho, i lost my car for not paying for it, i lost my friends for pushing them away...and so now...i am here again just as i once was before...

alone.

alrighty then ive finally decided to update...in english lol ive been grounded for so ubber long so i havent really been getting on or doing anything, im redecorating my room and painting tommarow i was fired last week so i dont really have money anymore i wanna go to subway right now cuz im hungry and want to bother the workers lol but i could ( Read more... )

il a trouvé mon esprit par hasard au jour dont je pourrais ai établi un écrasement sur un type que j'avais l'habitude d'avoir la classe avec i maintenant et puis le vois chaque et il est un type impressionnant, je souhaite qu'il m'ait noté mais de l'autre côté im juste moi et personne me note vraiment im de fille étrange le phénomène le personne, ( Read more... )

some people that know me now would say that ( Read more... )

haha im just sitting here right now listening to my best friend danny sleep on the other side of the phone its to hilarious to hang up tho he's asleep i have him on speaker phone so im just listening to him and cleaning my room heheh its funny its like a snore, a broken machine, a bear with a stuffed nose and whimpering sound and occasional screams