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roommate
My roommate steals from me. I'm not talking borrowing without asking or forgeting to put things back. For instance, i have a pair of diamond earrings i got for my birthday from my mom a few years ago. I noticed she was wearing them, i said oh are those my earrings and she said no. the thing is though, they were mine. Anyway i waited a few days ( Read more... ) -
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ive never had so liitle self awareness, so unable to explain whats going on with me or even concieve what is. just sad. really sad. -
confusion
im so confused im going crazy...i relapsed last wendsday...i had been sober for over year...september 9th of 07 was my date...i was going to meetings, just started my fifth step had a sponcer, what is wrong with me? i just tried so hard and it didnt work and i ended up spending all my money in 2 days. im in class now, i have a huge test coming up ( Read more... ) -
insecure
i am so insecure and then im insecure about the fact that im insecure in the first place n then i hate myself for even thinking those thoughts. what is fucking wrong with me... i was so happy today, i went jetskiing i went as fast as it could go i soaked up every minute of the rush of it and i fucking loved it, then i went back to lie on the beach ( Read more... ) -
catogorizing
I have no idea where i stand....im probebly closest to a hippie, but my music taste is vast and i like to wear all black cuz it looks good on me. I think of myself as pretty free spirited but i only let myself be to a point i guess, the whole disposition of these catogories makes no sense to me...and the reason the music i listen to is so vast is ( Read more... ) -
nothin special
so i've been writing in journals almost my whole life, always knowing that it was for no ones eyes but my own but i've been putting this off cuz its weird to write knowing people have the opportunity to read it, but i know probebly no one will anyway so fuck it whatever...i have nothing epic or poetic to say, i feel like i should considering this ( Read more... )