last night, i got really scared. i could not figure out how i came to receive a beating organ inside of my chest. or why for that matter. or what in god's name is keeping going. i freaked out, mainly because i remembered a time where i actually wanted to stop it, stop it from beating. as if it were a resolution. and i feel like such an asshole now ( Read more... )

i miss this journal. i feel like it misses me too. lol. i can be delusional if i want. but anyways, im not gonna talk about the things that i miss because now days they kind of go without saying so i have to figure out how to get around them, atleast for now. so, i got an A- on my first exam in my Psych senior seminar class(yeah, senior....which, i ( Read more... )

and when you think about it, hiccups are kind of a blessing.

i hate boys. i hate boys. i hate boys. if you are a boy, there is a good chance that i hate you. and even more than i hate boys, i hate that i can never escape them.

argh with a capitol A-R-G-H.

gross. i hate my birthday. im off to drink it away.

why is it that no matter how hard i try to do the right thing, nothing ever ends up like i want it to ( Read more... )

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I saw the first season of Grey's anatomy for the firt time ever like a week ago. I saw half of the second season yesterday and I just found out who McSteamy is. I Mcpissed my pants....he's unlawful, that one..

im making lj my new secret thoughts arena.
secret thought number 1:
john mayers voice is making my insides quiver.
yowzers.

"Evil is unspectacular and always human ( Read more... )