I haven't been on the computer much recently. to be completely honest, I havent been doing much of anything really. I've been wasting away my days watching movies I've seen a trillion times and either working on my scrapbook or ignoring real life and the things I need to get done over the break that I pretty much have no desire to start. I guess ( Read more... )

I'm tired so I think an entry consisting of bullets is in order. yup sounds about right ( Read more... )

I haven updated in awhile and well.. I feel empty. I held in so much anger and resentment for so long that now that it's gone, I feel without purpose without life or even emotion. sure I had fun trespassing to look at the clouds where the meteor shower should have been, and I felt a little joy at hearing my semester average in clarke's class of ( Read more... )

I had a really good day today. Full of a test and a timed writing and an audition that all went well.. or at least I think they did. Then again I may write in a few days saying how miserable my day was because I get back some of those grades and they sucked... but oh well. I'm done in calculus for the semester.. and I have half a major grade to ( Read more... )

Yesterday I was about to explode. I had nowhere to turn, no safe haven. I went for a run to escape, to attempt to run away from it all. It didn't work.. and I found myself dialing familiar numbers in the hope of finding some relief ( Read more... )

I just finished reading pride and prejudice and its one of those books that just makes you squeamish with hope that love like that truly exists. *sigh* "someday, someday ( Read more... )

ok so label me a nerd but I was reading through old entries again. I decided to pinpoint Thanksgiving entries from the past few years (using my old journal) and I think I can confidently say I've grown and matured and become a happier person. I'm not saying my life is any better or that I'm a cooler person (although I might try to argue it), but ( Read more... )

I know that, with the exception of a few people, no one will know what I'm talking about, but I'm gonna write this anyway ( Read more... )

So I leave in like 20 minutes for North Zulch, Texas but I haven't written in awhile and I figured I was due for an entry. Wisconsin was amazing and I definitely had one of the best weekends of my life. It was so peaceful and cold and quiet and I wish I could live up there. And it definitely got rid of any "emoness" left within me. I was able ( Read more... )

tomorrow is the mae concert. I can't wait. :)

friday I leave for 3 days to go to the most peaceful place I know: the lake.

I just hope I can stay awake for it all. i.e. I'm exhausted, but good... in a happy, not crying sort of way.

and yes. that was a take off of ludo if you didn't catch the reference.