I know why God gave us sisters ( Read more... )

as if I haven't updated enough recently. it's really upsetting that late night car conversations, throwing shit off a bridge, and nights of pure bliss are a thing of the past, and that I'm faced with moving on. I will never ever be able to forget the friendships I've had, or the memories I've made. I seriously have few true friends in this world ( Read more... )

I just got home from the game 4 of the World Series and it was so disappointing! The Astros lost 1-0.. how gay ( Read more... )

leave your name and ( Read more... )

very seldom do I just get the urge to write. I blame clarke for taking some of the fun out of it but right now.. I wish I could just type for hours and hours about nothing and everything ( Read more... )

ok so tonight I got really sad all of a sudden. I got a call from sam at the ludo concert and got to listen to hum along and I started thinking about my friends and the things I give up for band. I should have been at the Astros game today. I should have been singing and being crazy with Bryan at the concert. I should have been spending time ( Read more... )

Let's get fucked up and die..
I'm speaking figuratively, of course..
Like the last time that I committed suicide.. social suicide..
Yeah, so I'm already dead on the inside,
But I can still pretend with my memories and photographs,
I've learned to love the lie.I wanna know what it's like to be awkward and innocent, not belligerent ( Read more... )

ok so this time of year, this first cold front that actually makes it COLD, I live for it. this weekend lacks band, unhappy obligations, HOTNESS. the air outside makes me want to go out and live. go for a walk and explore. learn new things about people and about life in general ( Read more... )

tonight is definitely a straylight night.

And all these lines fall short of what I had in mind,
A failed attempt to capsulize a feeling,
So I just try,
Fail and try and try again,
And someday I swear I'm going to get it
Because I'm convinced that giving in is the worst thing there is.so this feeling. this melancholy-but-not-quite-sad mindset/mood ( Read more... )

rita blows everything. aka homecoming. my family is staying though and so far things havent been too bad.. minus all the prep stuff my dad has insisted upon ( Read more... )