This is probably the longest entry I will ever right, and I can pretty much sum it up with a few songs. But I won't. I can't really get as much out here as I can in my private journal. but I'm going to try. One of the main flaws of man is the inability to forgive and forget. Just think of a friend that was, and all of the good times you had. ( Read more... )

Yea I'm back, because I need to get this out. Because it kills me so much. Like I don't think you understand how much it hurts, and it shouldn't at all. He fucking hates me and it's my fault. And seeing them in the hallway is just too much. And this killed me most of all ( Read more... )

Bad haircutness. It's really bad. eh.

I think way too much for my own good. plans for today?

Today was pretty boring. Grandma's. Exchanged gifts and such. I got a flannel, 25$, and this shirt. It's a normal person shirt and I like it. So ya know what? I'm gonna wear it. Cause I was thinking, I'm trying to stay who I am, but am I really someone worth trying to be? I duno. But I like it so Ima wear it ( Read more... )

I always get like this and I don't know why, It's kinda annoying. I miss the way things used to be. Back when things were fun, and back when some people didn't not like me, eh. I duno if I should try to fix it or not. I really want to but I'm just worried about the results ( Read more... )

ImChelseaSmith: yeah, im the next usher ( Read more... )

Well. Yesterday was eventful. Chris is back again woot!! Should be fun stuff. Yesterday I threw up out the window of the car going 60 mph on 347. It got all over the car and the car behind us. I'm replulsive I know ( Read more... )

Preformances were OK. Tireing, painful, nerve wracking, and the wierdest thing ever last night. I'm still not sure how to react. Oh well ( Read more... )

OK. Maybe I'm a bad person, but there are certian friends I like more then others. Like some people I just have better times with and I can actually talk to them when somethings wrong and others that are just like, OK. Maybe I'm a bad person though. But I know some people only ask me to hang out as a last resort because everyone else is busy. ( Read more... )

Bored bored bored bored. After school days is so boring. My life is so boring, I can honestly tell you exactly what I do every day. And because I am this bored, I think I will ( Read more... )