Almost four years ago I begin this journal, heartbroken and asking a question about a certain person ( Read more... )

I never see my friends anymore, school consumes me. On rare occasions I get to see Kim, Melinda, and Jill. There is one person that I never see that I really miss and have missed since we stopped hanging out. We had so much fun together all of the time...we were "sisters" once. I wish things could be the way they used to, I hope one day they will. ( Read more... )

Happy Birthday!!!!

<3 amanda

I'm sick again. Day 3 now and no sign of relief. Going to the Dr's because I think I have an infection. It feels like the same thing I had in April which is no good because that means strep throat is on the way and I hate having strep. Hopefully my anitbiotics will get rid of what I have soon otherwise school is going to be even longer and more ( Read more... )

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It's been awhile so I thought I should update. Kim's birthday was last week, so we hung out and went out to dinner before it was time for her and Melinda's party. I had a wonderful time at their party. It was nice to hang out with my girls. I also got to see a few old friends. I hung out with Sharon a lot who I miss because she's so much fun. Kim ( Read more... )

You’re more than a lover
There could never be another
To make me feel the way you do
And oh we just get closer
I fall in love all over
Everytime I look at you
I don’t know where I’d be
Without you here with me
Life with you makes perfect sense
You’re my best friend

Love you

<3 amanda

I'm gonna be here for you from now on ( Read more... )

So life has had it's ups and downs lately. I feel like I have nothing to look forward to for awhile and that can be kind of depressing. Work and school for the next 4 and a half months. I am not looking forward to school at all. I remember last year I could never wait til it was time to go to bed so I could escape the stress. I hate having stress ( Read more... )

In five days I will be twenty. It feels wierd because I still feel so young. I feel like everyone else my age is growing up so much faster. Some people have already gotton married or have kids. Don't get me wrong...I can't wait to get married and have kids but I don't plan on being at that stage in my life for like another 5 years or so. I don't ( Read more... )