So today was a peaceful day.... I fucking hted today... It was boring, and no one wanted to bother... I feel used by most of my friends, like when they get what they want or find something better Im the one they tell to fuck off, except they dont have the guts to tell me to fuck off they just stop telling me anything at all. I am a burning bridge ( Read more... )

Hello everyone and welcome to the most recent update of the book of the damned. Well how is everyone today? I am great. I am really happy right in general, but at this moment I am kind of down because I miss Taira. I had the best time at Ozzfest with her. Cradle Of Filth was so fucking awesome. Memento kicked major ass from what I got to see, and ( Read more... )

Hello everyone, and welcome to my live journal. I had a good day today, I wen to school, it was boring, but then when I went to the college I got to see Taira (YAY!!!), and we hung out. I took a 45 minute break instead of a 10 minute break like I was supposed to. Then after school Taira came over, and hung out here. She makes me sooooo happy!!! My ( Read more... )

Well hello everyone. How is everybody. I just woke up, and sadly enough I just got to bed like an hour ago. I miss Taira already, she stayed until like 1:30 this morning, and after she left I kind of just came into my room and layed down until 9:00 then I actually fell asleep. She is so great. I hope she can come over today and hang out after she's ( Read more... )

For the first time in a long time I am extremely happy. I feel like I actually have something, someone actually, to stay alive for. Taira is so great, I am so happy when I am with her, and I always wish the time wouldn't end, but sadly it always has to, but I will get to see her soon, I hope. I was so worried about her, cause she was falling ( Read more... )

Today sucked. I didn't get to see Taira at the college at all, I wish I did. I am so depressed, and I don't really know why. Taira and Amber came over again today. Amber was in a hurry to leave all day. I didnt want them to go. I wanted to be with Taira. After they left my dad and I got mad at each other over stupid things. He is pissed for some ( Read more... )

I don't know why I am doing this but I am posting some more crap on my journal. There are things that you people will never see that I wrote in my offline journal. I write about six or seven pages a day. I really hate myself, and in the composition books that I fill up and then burn, its kind of evident. I don't know why I hate myself, I just do. I ( Read more... )

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Hello all, and welcome to another edition of the ever beloved journal of Matt!!! So I had another good day I guess. I mean the first part about it was boring, but then I got to hang out with Taira and Amber again. We watched Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas, it was a funny movie, but what the hell happened to solid story lines!?!?! I give props once ( Read more... )

Hey everyone how are you!?!?! Did you miss me!?!?! I guess not, well screw you all then. I have been extremeyl busy with school, and my art and stuff. I am really thinking things in life are begginning to look up for me. I mean I don't have a girlfriend which still kind of sucks because its cool to have one to talk to and tell them things you cant ( Read more... )