u know what sucks about these things u cant write what i want without fear of someong u care about finding out what u ae thinking and that frankly scares me. god i wish i could just let everythingout i guess i could make it a private entry but where is the fun in that?

nothing nothing nothing my dad went crazy and broke my computer i am in cali right now so i am on my aunts computer. it is weird i have not seen my family down here in a very long time and my cousins look so much older and are huge mental heads. they have 3 cats who are the biggest cats i have ever seen in my life but they are so cute thye are not ( Read more... )

i see there is something wrong with me...i mean way wrong...so wrong that i dont know what to do...fuck i need some help...

fucking lies, fuckine tears, fucking life...

nothing really going on i am going to do the whole hippy thing and start a garden it should be pretty sick, i got a bunch of starters today from the green house at school and i am going to build a elivated box for my lants and next monday i get to get more so i am so happy, it is going to be the shit and i am going to be eating nice fresh veggies ( Read more... )

i am going to die and shatter into a thousand peices and give one to everyone, so they can die too and feel what it feels like to go to hell, i would imagain hell feels a lot like eating ice cream only backwords and the firey rays shooting out ur ass like an anul dwelling ass monkey fighting for its freedom from it moist mushey prison, i think that ( Read more... )

I AM HAPPY!!! dispite everything that has been going one and not being able to use 2 fingers on my left hand. just thought i should say something even though there isnt really anything to say about me...

u are a great person and u should know that...i am so sry for the stuff that has been happening to u, i remember when we were little it was so simple and u were so happy, i am alwyas here for u and always will be, u know if u ever need anything u can count on me and u are the only person my dad will let stay here if u ever need it...everything will ( Read more... )

hey if u didnt already know this is MY journal, i should be able to write what i feel and what is going on without fear of people getting mad at me, i mean shit if u dont like what i do when u are not around then dont read about it and i will not say a word i am sure there are things u do and dont tell people, just because i drink doesnt mean that ( Read more... )